I survived yet another holiday without my parents and grandparents and I must say it doesn't get easier, I just got better at surviving. Although this Thanksgiving was different, I really felt the same exact way. I didn't want to participate or be bothered. Just wanted it to be over, but to make the pain easier, be around people to make the day go by faster. Smh I just wanted it over! Holidays make me think of family and although I have have family (fiancée family too) and very close with my immediate relatives on my fathers side, Im still alone. I don't like being around them without my parents because I have consistent triggers. Like both my parents siblings look like them so I don't like looking at them, or they always have a story or mention my parents and thats a instant buzz kill. Anyways, Im just glad that November is over. On to December 🙄😩
